好久好久没去荡秋千了…
好怀念那感觉哦
感受那微风轻轻的拍在脸上
 荡上又荡下
大自然真的好有魅力

痛到心坎里

09/09/2010
我还记得那天半夜2.16分
我们出去吃东西了…
可以说很疯狂吧…
我突然很想吃MCD
就问他哪里有得吃，他说北海
拜托== 半夜怎么去啊…那么远…
过后他说他载我去…
好久这样我们就出去了…
差不多不到3点我们就到了
结果他不想吃= =
专程载我去买诶…
有点内疚的啦…
因为我也以为他要吃啊…
好吧…回程我就突然问了他几个问题
过后我就开始眼泪像水龙头那样
一直流…过后就停了。
到sp了…停车后，我又再哭
我真的是第一次在一个人面前哭那么久
我还抱着他真的哭出声音来了…
这…应该是第二次了吧…
第一次是在我们还在一起的时候，我也有这样过
我抱他一直哭…
他却只是轻轻拍我的背
问我为什么哭
过后我翻去背对他[坐着在车内]
他就抱着我翻我过去面对他
嗯…说真的，
那时我以为我们可以复合了…
我真的那么认为！
过后这个念头我也就打消了
因为我问了他为什么要分开
他说出来了…
心痛到…心坎里去…
眼泪一直流…
我没说什么了…
为了他的--
牺牲的就是我！
为了完成他的大业！
好…
他开心就好…
没想说下去了…
哭在电脑面前会被家人看到…
end.

im sorry...
really...im sorry...
i just read an artical...
in that moment..
i realize..what im doing before is wrong!
all is mine wrong!
is me...break down this love...


Sometime when we touch-olivia ong

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
In what you say or do
I'm only just beginning
To see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through all the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
Im just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you try
I watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

what i supposed to do?

today...
haizzz....
feel very stress...
anyway...just like the teacher said...
think the positive way^^
but...haha! i dont know how to say...the feeling...
saturday...
teacher tell us...
managed time properly...
think what is better and important to ur future time...
if you think the relationship for you is very important and cann't live without it,
so that the time management is very important...
for me?
haha! i realize future is more important ok?
ok.. maybe im playful...lazy ...& many more~haha!
but sometime i also carry about my study ok?
now what i supposed to do is ?
erm....i think i need some hardworking ..haha!
because i had relax two weeks..
enough aready right?
haizzz....miss you again...
damn hate my self!
where are my self control going ?!