Been emotional these past few days or even a week now,
I don’t even remember.
Been a long time since I felt this way.
Maybe it’s something good.
Bad things are not necessarily bad you know.
I believe it is a cycle.
Feeling loved and dissapointed at the same time.
I wonder and wonder how long more?
I try to constantly remind myself –
patience, baby, patience.
You can’t progress because you’re forcing yourself to,
not wanting to.
I learnt that the hard way.
I accept that I have issues at letting go what is current,
but I also have major issues of letting go of the past.
I carry all of the dissapointments I have experienced around with me.
That’s my big problem.
I get caught up in the past and the present.
I just need to learn.
I just need to move on.
I just need what you call – time.